About me: A passing glance at the broken mirror reveals my full exposure. A well matured, slutty BBW transsexual who frequently enjoys a glass of warm piss and a long smouldering cigarette to sooth my dark cravings. The delicious taste of my tongue licking a stretched open, moist asshole and then sucking off a throbbing cock... drinking down the lovely juices of cum and piss... a dream I cannot erase, or care to suppress. I'm left alone with these thoughts but I can seek another likely companion, or maybe a transitory experience or three, or more. I only have a deep desire to be watched intimately and shared privately among the endowed others. Step softly into this second self and remain permanently bound to a unique identity where passion and an inner lust keep my burning sexual convictions alive. A quivering joy remains in the exploration of greater fetishes and more intense pleasures as I learn to discipline my second self. I stay immersed in a complex secret of untold stories and bizarre fantasies waiting to be revealed. Enter my mind and float around in the warm water.