I have this recurring fantasy of being invited to join a very discrete group of closeted crossdressers who meet monthly in a local hotel... a hotel managed by one of the group's founding members. Other members of this secret CD group is the Chief of Police and the deputy mayor of the town where I live. When I attend one of their "meetings", before anything takes place, I am told that if I am accepted into the group, as its newest member, I will be obligated to serve as the group "Slut" until the next new member is admitted to the group. As the "slut", I am always dressed by others and will take on whichever role they choose for me to play - dictated by how they dress me up. I will also be the first one at meetings to suck cock or to be fucked. Once I agree to this Slut position, I realize that I ADORE being the focus of everyone's eyes as I kneel down and suck the femme cocks of other CD members ... happily taking cum into my mouth or over my face as pleases our group members. Finally, when new member is finally admitted to our group, I am disappointed that I can no longer be the group Slut and must give that role up to the new gurl in our club. But one advantage of being in this discrete club is that the longer I am a member, the more feminine I am capable of appearing - making it far more fun for my fellow members to enjoy my body. Although I always wear whatever style of outfit my CD club friends want to see me in, I usually prefer to wear dark stockings, a frilly garterbelt and a firey red pixie style wig with fire engine red lipstick... I like to look like an expensive prostitute being purchased by a business executive with a lavish expense account.